just ruby(:

aaayejon:

jewlaay:

markmejia:

legitandshit:

Look. this is venting.

and i know its out to the public.

and people might hate but i wont give one shit.

why? cause its you. i love you i want you i need you.

i miss you. sure your my ex. and i tried to move on to the next

but. everytime i tried to get my heart fixed

me and all of them ended up feeling like shit.

but see not with you.

cause everything i did for you. was worth it.

the time i bought you flowers.

when me and you would talk for hours.

when i would annoy you. 

even when it seemed like i was obsessed

i was really just trying to do my best.

when we met at orientation.

when i called you a beautiful creation.

i used cheesy lines.

i overreacted over things.

made you get mad at me for acting jealous. haha

i miss that. i miss those.

i miss you. whered you go.

oh thats right. i ended it. i left you. why?

for a dumbass reason i know.

now i can’t talk to you without a one word reply.

can i ask what am i to you in your mind.

i hope i’m not a player.

cause thats what it seems like to all the others.

i did like them for a time. than you came in to my heart

my mind.

i guess i gotta stop though.

givin out too much info.

you know who you are.

i know who you are.

i dont know if this is too much.

but this goes out to my first love.

branden artugue. out.

cheesy? gay? immature. whatever. i dont give a fuck. i had to get this off my mind.

everyones gonna still have feelings for their first love.

Venting.

Deep .