I know we already got past this situation..
But I’ve only been with him a month and you’re already complaining about how I constantly talk about him and stuff. I hate to bring this up but remember when you were the one who was doing that to me. You were the one constanly talking about him and stuff. I would always try to be there with you whenever you needed me so you can hangout with him. yoou just need to thin about it more. You weren’t the only one having bad weeks. And if it makes you feel better, I just won’t tell you about m problems so that I don’t bring your mood down. But the thing is, no matter how great my day goes and you have a problem that you’d want to tell me and talk to me about, you know what I do? I listen to what you have to say and not complain later on that you killed my whole day. NO! I’M NOT GOING TO DO THAT! YOU KNOW WHY?! Because it’s a choice to: either let that a situation get to you or you just try to handle it without it killing your mood. Okay, yeah, I do get sad when youre sad, but I’m not going to be complaining that I had a good day and you just killed it. You say that you’re glad that I know I can talk to you but then you say that it “brought you down”? Well here’s an idea, how about I not tell you any of that shit anymore. You say you’re happy for me but I always hear that tome in your voice and the look in your eyes that you’re not completely honest, because you’re also in pain. But the thing is, IT”S ONLY BEEN A MONTH! Can you just chll and let it set in; give it a little time? And not spending enough time with you? It’s not that easy to not be able to see you, him, and then other people who want to hang out with me when I don’t see ANY of you guys at all. Yousay that you’re not going to make me choose, then what is this?! A guess? A raffle? To see who gets me for the weekend? I understand you neeed me but cut me a littls slack. I mean, I need you too and as much as I anjoy hanging out with you, if you’re gonna act this way and call me your “so call ‘bestfriend’” what’s the point.
All I need is more time.
